Honesty

I almost didn't publish that last entry. It was written at the height of emotion. However, part of my reason for recording these entries is for those who are suffering. It has been so difficult for me to feel like I'm suffering by myself. No one I know has gone through as much as we have. No one completely understands my heart but Him. I want anyone who needs it, to see that I do have bad days. I periodically lose it. Therefore, I left the last entry as it was.
Wouldn't it be nice if everyone felt comfortable sharing their whole heart? I confess I'm not. It's really a big deal for me to leave that last entry as is. I think this is true of most people. Even when we badly need a sympathetic ear or shoulder, we are determined to make the world think the best of us. We want everyone to believe that we're OK. We don't want to expose ourselves.
I hope in this journal, that someone can see a piece of my heart that they can relate to.